I’m the one everyone stares at in the gym
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Will I achieve my goal? No idea. Will I die sometimes? probably. Will I have a decrease in motivation? surely. Because I already know that way. I know because I’ve already been through it.
Health – I signed up for a gym today. Today, I was the little big glasses that push the door of a room sports to come to lose weight.
My mental health first
I have resumed subscribing because I am no longer endorsing the mirror image I am posting. Today, my mental health and well-being must go through this loss weight. Today, I don’t know if society or patriarchy or anything pushes me to do this, but I know I need to.
So maybe in an ideal society, I would have learned to take responsibility for my body, that is Shapes and weight. I probably wouldn’t have gone to register in that room. But the truth is, my weight has become a huge problem for me.
Give me the means
So there she is, today, I was the chubby little one who came to register in this Body Worshiping Temple. With beautiful girls and AthleteRoughly dug, you guys. And I’m the one who doesn’t look like any of that. I do not know where it will lead me, but what is certain is that I will give myself the means to lose weight.
Will I achieve my goal? No idea. Will I die sometimes? probably. Will I have a decrease in motivation? surely. Because I already know that way. I know because I’ve already been through it.
You’ve already signed up, you’ve already signed up sports For weight loss. I tortured myself, I did cuts, very harsh diets, I ate “Protect” He can no longer. I know it will be different this time. Because I know exactly.
Go at my own pace
So yeah, I know some may have looked at me today as I briskly walked on my carpet. Some may have judged me. Some might think that 20 minutes on the carpet at 5km/h, wasn’t really much. Maybe I could have done better. Or more. It is very likely.
And you know what? I dont care. It’s their problem, not mine. I know why I do that. I know my body can’t take it anymore. And that’s fine for me. I will go at my own pace.
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This testimonial was originally posted on the Instagram account Maternal crisison The HuffPost with permission from the author.
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